I Wanna BreakFree...

Hi fellas,

Recently I received a comment which I consider the best of all comments ever in my blog. It is really encouraging and motivating. I have never thought that some of my readers would drop me such a sweet comment. Especially when my blog has been left unattended for a while. Thank you so much luffy.

I know real life is so important but I hate to say that it has taken too much of my energy and time. Every morning before I start my iron horse's engine, I thought of slowing down a bit. You know, try to pace myself. Not pushing myself too much and too hard on the wall. Sometimes I just feel a little suffocated and lost my determination. However, a man has got to eat. A man has got to live his life. And, a man has got to continue to survive for as long as a man can. Well, aren't we all sharing similar routines, day in day out?

Lately, there have been so many things occur in my life. Some seem to be on going kind of things and some were just there temporarily. Business is doing quite well. Lots of people start realizing the importance of education towards their future endeavours. Well, that is where I come in. Kind of good though to be able to leave a mark in some people's life. I don't mean negative marks but something useful and certainly important which may determine their future. Salut...

A few weeks ago, I made a little change in my life. A change for good, I hope. My long abandoned plan has somehow slowly turning into a reality when I purchased an air compressor with an airbrush. Some may wonder what this guy plans to do with those gadgets. Well, since I am an avid follower for any 'sick' paint jobs especially on any custom bikes and cars, I figure out that I want to get my hands a bit dirty once in a while. Thus, airbrush painting is the answer.

I am a total beginner in this matter. I seek advice from all over the places and the internet, Youtube especially. Thanks Youtube. I notice one thing about this business of airbrushing. In Malaysia, though there are many bikers and racers but there are not many airbrush painters. There are a few famous airbrush painters but that is it. I can see the future in this business. However, what makes me sad the most is that, we do not have any suppliers who supply air brush paints in this country! Do Malaysians know about this? Nope. Why? The answer is because there are not many people doing this business. We have all kinds of paints but we really need some suppliers out there to get themselves stocked with some airbrush paints especially the leading brands like Auto-Air paints, Createx, and House of Kolor. Man, I wish I have someone in the USA who would kind enough to start this air brush paints business with me here in Malaysia. So, if any of my readers especially the Americans who would like to venture into a new business, please do not hesitate to contact me via email. I am so into this now.

I spent countless hours every night to search for local suppliers who carry these items here in Malaysia. I guess those countless hours were just put into waste. But the good part of it is I know what we do not have and the demand can be created when the supply is there. Though airbrushing can be quite tricky but it is real fun. So, fellas, pray that my new tiny business will be a successful business. Thanks fellas.

Break a leg...

I-O-U

Hi fellas,

I know... I know... I have again neglected my little blog. Life is not that easy huh... Well, I was kinda caught up between life itself and jobs which seem to be rather motivating. More jobs mean more dough! Aren't we all need a bit of this dough...?

Anyway, my last post was a bit harsh but it was only natural to show one's anger towards cruelty and all. I know some people may hate me but I don't really care about being liked. I was just voicing my opinion based on what I had witnessed. The real truth is out there. Whatever that is, people in Gaza will never forget and perhaps will never forgive what the jews have done to their people. It may be an episode of the countless tragedies in their lives but the ruins can never be fixed. Not in a million years. The soil in Gaza is tainted with the blood of the innocents.

Memory remains...

Fuck Ups of the World!

Hi fellas,

Lately the world has been flooded by the innocent blood. Lots of people were killed in Gaza. What has the world come to? Enough with everyday turmoils and now we are served with yet another disgusting, eye-soaring and heart breaking news when humans are no longer treated like humans but animals to be slaughtered. For decades, we all have witnessed such cruelty and yet nothing we can do to stop it from happening. What has the world come to?

The jews (don't deserve to be capitalized) are filled with hatred. When one Muslim man shoots a non Muslim man, the world labels him as a terrorist. This man will never see the light anymore. The sun and the moon are just a part of his dream. His freedom will be taken away. His life vanishes just like dust in the wind. But, when the jews kill women, children and men in Gaza, for decades, they call themselves as protectors, the knights and they have freedom and not to mention the wealth and luxurious life, even richer than a king. The world seems to close their eyes and pretend to be deaf.

Now, Hitler once was labeled as the most cruel man in the universe. But, I guess Hitler is the most genius man of all. He knew that these culprits are going to cause the world filled with blood and tears in the future. He knew what he did was right. He killed those bastards and then he left some. Funny huh...? Well, I guess he had his hidden agenda. He wanted the world to see the truth, the reason for what he did. And, it is proven that those bastards are up for the world domination! That makes Hitler look not more than just a 'perp' who tried to steal some candies at your local 7 Eleven. He knew way before we knew it.

UN is nothing but a useless organization. Nobody respects it. Even a cow gets more respect than UN. They are enjoying it and they are too slow in everything. Why? Because there are no more interesting channels to watch at home and their bellies are filled with the blood and flesh of the innocent people. None of them deserves to say anything for what they are about to say is nothing but a piece of crap. Only flies would hover it and maggots would eat it.

Body count is skyrocketing and 275 of them who were killed were children. This number is not going to slow down. In a day or two, more blood will be spilled and yet we put our hands deep in our pockets and pretend nothing is happening. What a joke... Those bastards are having fun, their missiles and rockets are just like another fireworks show for them. Should America stay out of this, nothing like this would happen. Another idiot on the block playing God thinking they are perfect and shit. That fucking 'bush' is just a bastard. A moron who causes such atrocity. What would he care? He is the scumbag of the world! For all we know, his mother was probably fucked by a group of heinous creatures in some dirty back alley.

No matter what, the Palestinians are still there. They are strong people. America and the jews never win anything! Never! They are just losing and losing! That is the fact. The Afgans, the Iraqis, and the Palestinians are among the strongest people in the world! America and the jews are nothing but cowards! They are afraid of their own shadow and downfall. Let them be for they know they can never win it and every bullet that kills an innocent child will haunt them for the rest of their miserable life.

Here's my prayer to those culprits:

May their bodies and soul be burned in hell!
May their noses be cut!
May their legs be broken!
May their mouths be torn!
May their brains be boiled!
May their tongues be sliced!
May their fingers and toes be crushed!
May their hands be chopped into pieces!
May their chests be poured with hot lava!
May their eyes be penetrated with hot needles!
May their ears be squeezed till they bleed and fall out!

Guns and stones are no match...

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Hi fellas,

Transformation is never easy for it requires every single cell in your body to agree with it. To live in the past is synonymous with me and my way of living. However, it is not like the end of the world if I were to change, a bit. There are so many things that I do today, are not really what I used to do back then. I can't help but to notice it bit by bit. Is this good and worthy? Perhaps it is.

I used to think that pink is not my colour. It represents softness and above all WOMEN. I would not imagine myself having any furniture or even clothing in pink. No offense, fellas. I thought it was lame... Now, I find out that pink is a wonderful colour and very soothing to look at. It does not degrade a man and his so called 'toughness' if one were to wear pink. In fact, it brings up glow and tenderness in a man. Mmmm... Am I turning into what I think I am...? Nope. Still hard...oppsss...you don't wanna go there, fellas. What I am saying is I now officially have two pink T-shirts, a pink shirt, a pink tie, a pink bed spread, and a pink computer table. Wow... not to mention, I have a soft toy which I called 'Pinky' simply because she is pink. What...? A soft toy?! Oh dear... don't get me wrong. I am still a man. And, I am wearing an over-sized pink long trainer while I am typing this post. What the heck am I doing...?

My wardrobe used to be pale and dull. I have black T-shirts more than one can imagine. Grey is another colour which I used to love because people say that grey is the new black...yea right. Grey is grey and black is black. Most of my shirts were either black, grey, or dark blue. Boring huh...? But now, I have more colourful shirts and T-shirts in my wardrobe. Why...? Keep on reading, fellas.

One other thing is that, I love ghost stories but I have no guts to watch them alone. I hate it so much when it shocks me. I couldn't sleep well after watching them. I imagined many things and 99.9% of it was ghost. I hated it so much. I don't mind watching two guys strangling each other and shooting at each other but not ghost. On the contrary, now, I have two whole stacks of DVD folders with all ghost movies in them. Weird huh...? Now, read carefully, I did not mention that I love them, I still hate them but I find it more thrilling to watch them... not alone. I still use my dearly bolster to cover my view once in a while especially when the scary scenes are coming up. Chicken huh...? Nope. Just hate to be scared. Why is this happening...?

Though transformation is not an easy thing to be done but it would not hurt to try especially when life seems to be predictable. There is no more thrill in pursuing it hence it is pointless. It is like when one can guess what is coming next, well then, it is the right time for one to change.

The answer to all of the changes in me is MY BB. Thanks to my BB for inspiring me and always believe in me. She is my wardrobe's advisor and of course, my psychologist especially in the ghost thingy. You know what I mean. It is not an award winning and a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious kind of transformation, after all. The most vital thing is I have found the NEW ME. Not bad at all, I would say.

Not bad at all...

Humanity...? Why...?

Hi fellas,

Have you fellas ever wonder why we are all here? Sometimes, I have this slightly crazy thought that pops into my mind. I ask myself now and then. I know people are born and people die. But, what is the reason for the existence of us all here in this tiny world? Mmmm...?

Now, I asked a couple of friends before. They told me that God has created us all and He wants us to see with our own eyes, feel with our heart, taste with our senses, think with our brain and believe in all the creations are made by HIM. Well, that makes sense but still it does not answer the question and doubt that I have in mind. Why? Why are we here? Don't tell me that because He wants us to experience all of these and then says, "Hey there, I am THE CREATOR". Just that? That sounds lame to me.

I don't mean to mock anyone's beliefs or thoughts here. I just need some clarification on the purpose of being here today. I believe in reasoning. Everything that we have today has its own reason to be here. Nothing is created or invented without a purpose, right?

I understand some people who read this post would think that I sound rather disturbing. Well, consider this, we were born, then we get education, then we work and we have families, and then we die. Life is too short and seems rather too simple if we put it that way. Now, please take note, this is not a suicide note or something, okay. Just something to ponder upon.

Some people say that life seems too short but it serves a great deal of purpose like, we challenge ourselves, we reach for the star, we explore new dimensions, we invent countless inventions, we help others, we push ourselves to the limit and finally we DESTROY the world. Big joke huh...? That's it... Ahha...! Eureka! I guess I have found something here. Houston we have a problem!

Fella readers, whether we realize it or not, we are the source of destruction to the world. Despite all of the SAVE the WORLD campaigns and petitions all around the world, we clearly do not know or probably are blinded by our own greed and selfishness, that we are destroying the world hence the future... The message is simple. The signs are everywhere. The fact that, humanity is like some type of virus (sounds like The Matrix, huh), a deadly virus that consumes and then destroys itself and everything around it. That's who we are. With all the masks unveiled, we are no better than predators. Think...

That's why...